Kamber
He made going to school okay
He acted like he cared about me
I didn’t care about where he came from…
… until he made me mad,
And then the racist in me would appear;
Regret quickly followed.
But I think I loved him
Though he crushed on someone else
Nothing new of course
I was black and he was whatever and she was whatever
And together they seemed like they made sense somehow
Even though she might’ve cared for him less
His art made me appreciate my own
His stare across the cafeteria made me warm
I’ll always remember the stare
What a reunion!
I wonder where he is now
I wonder if he thinks about me too when the time is inconvenient
I can’t help but think that I was his inconvenience
A thousand years later it seems
And he as a memory trumps them all